i've decided to forget abt him a long time ago but i duno y i still cant do it,
when im alone, im always feel like im lonely n suddenly i will cry out,
i duno is bcz i still rmb him, miss him or wad, or im juz lonely,
it confused me a lot.
im juz so useless, im the most useless even on relationship, study or other things,
im juz feeling myself as a useless person, nw im even think of stoping my study nw,
the reason tat im stoping is tat im feeling im useless cz everytime in doing my assignment i always been rejected without knowing, im useless when exam cz my brain will nt function well...
but the reason tat im still continue is all bcz of my mum n my little bro cz i can gv them bek the thing tat they have gv me n i want to gv them a better life...
im juz so confused, my brain are malfunctioning, oh shit tat feeling cum again!!!
to those ppl tat like to insult ppl,
ok, im nt pretty, im nt in gud shape, im dumb, im useless, i dun hv bf, i dun hv sumone tat love me, i dun hv the very very rich life like u so wat!
im not doing anything n im still smile at u bcz i force to do tat, if nt im gonna bring u to hell!!!
im really really depressed recently but i dun wan to let ppl noe cz i dun wan u all to worry abt me much, i dun show out, cry out to all ppl cz i noe it wont b helping much cz im a very negative ppl inside n positive outside...
OMG!!! im really really getting a lot of pressure lately, shit!!!!
WA JIN JIA KANG KOR ARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
finally blah half out...
but it still a lot of thing in my deep heart...
*PS: dun bother me guys, juz ignore tis post...
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