so happy....

tat day i went gurney wif my frenz...

v hv lunch at sakae...

i met zhu zhu, lee lee n beng xiang leh...

so damn happy abt it, v hvnt seen each other for ages...

surprisingly saw them at gurney...

and thr 1 thing im nt really happy abt n i would gt angry eh is...

ppl if u make wrong order plz juz eat it...

ppl if the waiters is making mistake, i noe u dun like it but still eat it...

they r cuming from overseas to here n work for their family...

if is their mistake still accept it, its their fault but u hv to consider other ppls condition, if nt the other ppl wont consider for u too...

juz help them, who noe sumday u might nid them...

i really dun like ppl like tis, tis world is abt love n helping rite?

u oni matters urself eh problem, everytime eh...

when u nid us, u cum to us...

when u doesnt nid us, u chai u doh mai...

wat kind of ppl r u???

i really beh syok kah a limit d...

but still i dun wanna chai u...

ok, seriously, i hate ppl saying the word "shit" infront of me....

especially when im eating, i can tahan u said it out when im nt eating but i knt tahan to c it...

i noe, i shit too, but i dun like to talk abt it, for me shit is disgusting!!!

i will gt angry when im eating n u say shit or gv me c sumthing tat abt shit...

i might b killing u...

plz noe my style, at least tis...

haiz, pg eh traffic really is a big problem for me n car d...

v stuck on the traffic almost abt 2 hrs...

v r tired n still in the traffic...

was it bcz of ferrenheit or bcz of skol holidays????

oh ya, skol holiday r here, but it oni for government skol nia, argh....

i wan holiday again....

ok, i wanna stop here...

happy holidays to the ppl who is on holiday nw....

enjoy....

bye, nitey nitey~

100 Truths

I cant believe i made it, 100 truths abt me, i din lie on tis tag, i do it for sj n haz n who ever tag me in nia~

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR
1. Last beverage: Coke
2. Last phone call: My mum me to pass my phone to my aunty
3. Last text message: A 'haha' message to my fren
4. Last song you listened to: 'Tell me you love me (说你爱我)' by Wilbert Pan
5. Last time you cried: This wednesday bcz of sum stupid thing (u will noe when u read my post)

HAVE YOU EVER 
6. Dated someone twice: Yup bt is 2 yrs ago i think~
7. Been cheated on: Yup, twice i think~
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: YUP!!!
9. Lost someone special: Yup, really miss them.... dearest Grandpa n Grandma~
10. Been depressed: Gt depressed b4 la, bt nt so depressed kah wan die~
11. Been drunk and threw up: I like drink but i hvnt drunk n threw up b4, trust me~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS 
12. White
13. Pink
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yup~ the most close eh is sj, nut, car, eileen, von n jack~
16. Fallen out of love: Not Yet~
17. Laughed until you cried: Yup, most of the funny times~
18. Met someone who changed you: Erm.... nt yt, bt nw im hard to changed by other ppl except myself~ haha XD

19. Found out who your true friends were: YES!!!!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Erm... Yes n i noe who bcz they talk it terang terang!!!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: Not much, cz i change from time to time but still gt some who noe me~
23. How many kids do you want to have: Maybe 1 - 4, cz i like kids~ >.< 24. Do you have any pets: I dun hv 1 bt i will hv one soon n it will be a dog, it will b like 1 of TVXQ dog~ ><
25. Do you want to change your name: Perhaps can change it to more specials n unique~
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I hv a bday party at my hse wif frenz~
27. What time did you wake up today: I wake up 3 times today, 1st was on 12.50 am, 2nd was on 7++ am, 3rd was on 8.45 am~
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Receiving call from ant~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Erm... pretty much everything la~ 
30. Last time you saw your Mother: An hour ago~
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I hope i b more taller so ppl wont call me a gina~
32. What are you listening to right now: 寂寞出租 by Wilbert Pan again

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope~
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Yes! n thr is 2 of them nw~
35. Most visited webpage: www.facebook.com~ for the current time~
36. Whats your real name: Ng Lee Ling~
37. Nicknames: Pig, Lane, Gina~

38. Relationship Status: Im stayin SINGLE~
39. Zodiac sign: Horse
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: S.R.J.K (C) Hua Min
42. Middle School?: SMK LUNAS
43. High school/college?: KDU penang campus
44. Hair colour: Black plus brown n most important it is natural eh, hoho~
45. Long or short: Wan say it long nt long, wan say it short koh nt short~
46. Height: 155cm 
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: YES n its a korean guys, noe me eh ppl noe who am i talking~
48: What do you like about yourself?: My positive thinking, im always happy eh~
49. Piercings: 1 on each of my ear, u wan noe hw many go c i hv hw many ears la~ XD
50. Tattoos: No, Never!!! i dun wan find pain for myself to suffer~
51. Righty or lefty: Righty~

FIRSTS 
52. First surgery: Hvnt have one b4~
53. First piercing: Errr... let me recall, if nt mistaken is abt im was 3 yrs old~
54. First best friend: Err, still in fren wif her~
55. First sport you joined: Badminton n din practise for long time d~
56. First vacation: Erm, i think i was very small eh time~
58. First pair of trainers: Wats tat?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No~
60. Drinking: No~
61. I'm about to: Going to bath~
62. Listening to: 不得不爱 by Wilbert Pan again~ XD

63. Waiting on: I din waiting for wat nw~

YOUR FUTURE 
64. Want kids?: Maybe~
65. Get Married?: Maybe~
66. Career?: A job tat im satisfied, happy wif it, can earn money  n perhaps controling ppl~XD

WHICH IS BETTER 
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes cz i can c beautiful things~
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs cz i cant kiss other ppl~
69. Shorter or taller: Taller plz~
70. Older or Younger: Younger cz young is gud~
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic la, to ppl wan pikat me plz notice tis, i hate straight forward n unromantic ppl!!! XD 
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: I dun think i have both oso, cz ppl say im fat, u go judge urself la~
73. Sensitive or loud: I think sensitive gua~
74. Hook-up or relationship: I think is relationship gua~
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant gua~

HAVE YOU EVER 
76. Kissed a stranger: Of course no~
77. Drank hard liquor: Not yet~
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes~
79. Sex on first date: Wat?! No~
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes, no one noe tat oso~
82. Been arrested: Not yet, hope i wont~
83. Turned someone down: Try before~
84. Cried when someone died: Yes, on my grandpa n grandma funeral, cry a lot almost all the time~
85. Fallen for a friend?: Try before~

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself: Sometimes~
87. Miracles: Yes~
88. Love at first sight: Yes~
89. Heaven: Yes~
90. Santa Claus: Although i noe santa din exist but still i believe it exist~
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe~ I hvnt try b4~
92. Angels: Maybe~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No, im loyal to my bf~
95. Did you sing today?: Hvnt~
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No~
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Before i date wif him~
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: The day of my bday, i wanna enjoy it again~
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Pretty much nw~
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Of course la~ XD

Tag 25 people

1. Sj

2. Nut

3. Ant 

4. Vic

5. ....... (din hv tat much fren plying blog la)

歌名：不得不爱 天天都需要你来爱 我的心思由你猜 I Love You 我就是要你让我每天都精彩 天天把它挂嘴边 到底什么是真爱 I Love You 到底有几分说得比想像更快 是我们感情丰富太慷慨 还是有上天安排 是我们本来就是那一派 还是舍不得太乖 是那一次约定了没有来 让我哭得像小孩 是我们急着证明我存在 还是不爱会发呆 Baby 不得不爱 否则快乐从何而来 不得不爱 否则悲伤从何而来 不得不爱 否则我就失去未来 好象身不由己 不能自己很失败 可是每天都过得精彩 I Ask GirlFriend how you been 来去了几回 我从来没有想过 爱情会变得如此无奈 是命运吗 难道难过是上天的安排 没办法 天天的每天的心思到底由谁来陪 我诚心 你诚意 但周围扰人的环境 始终 让我们无法在这里自由相恋 我精采 你发呆 两颗心不安的摇摆 应该有的未来 是否真的那麽的无法期待 舍不得再伤害 You're girl my girl my friend How much i love you so so much baby 看着你哀愁 要我如何怎麽承受面对 I'm sorry you're my swe! etheart My love My one&only baby 会不会有一点无奈 会不会有一点太快 可是你给我的爱 让我养成了依赖 心中充满爱的节拍 还记得这是我跟他的歌，是我常唱给他听的... 但现在已不再是了，大家都改变了... 我跟你结束之后你经过了那么多次感情，而我呢却还在原点徘徊... 原来你跟我是那么的不一样的，你能那么轻易得忘了我但我却做不到.... 原来你能那么轻易得就接受别人，而我却还是做不到... 现在的我很害怕再回去以前的我，我不想再变回去了，我不想再把自己关起来... 谁能告诉我，我现在该怎么做?? 我不想再回去，我绝对不想!!! 都是你害的!!! 我讨厌你!!! T___T

by2 - 我知道

作词:于萱 作曲:于萱


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过娇纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流

feeling...

lately, im very frustrated onto myself being so useless...

i've decided to forget abt him a long time ago but i duno y i still cant do it,

when im alone, im always feel like im lonely n suddenly i will cry out,

i duno is bcz i still rmb him, miss him or wad, or im juz lonely,

it confused me a lot.

im juz so useless, im the most useless even on relationship, study or other things, 

im juz feeling myself as a useless person, nw im even think of stoping my study nw,

the reason tat im stoping is tat im feeling im useless cz everytime in doing my assignment i always been rejected without knowing, im useless when exam cz my brain will nt function well...

but the reason tat im still continue is all bcz of my mum n my little bro cz i can gv them bek the thing tat they have gv me n i want to gv them a better life...

im juz so confused, my brain are malfunctioning, oh shit tat feeling cum again!!!

to those ppl tat like to insult ppl, 

ok, im nt pretty, im nt in gud shape, im dumb, im useless, i dun hv bf, i dun hv sumone tat love me, i dun hv the very very rich life like u so wat!

im not doing anything n im still smile at u bcz i force to do tat, if nt im gonna bring u to hell!!!

im really really depressed recently but i dun wan to let ppl noe cz i dun wan u all to worry abt me much, i dun show out, cry out to all ppl cz i noe it wont b helping much cz im a very negative ppl inside n positive outside...

OMG!!! im really really getting a lot of pressure lately, shit!!!!

WA JIN JIA KANG KOR ARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

finally blah half out...

but it still a lot of thing in my deep heart...

*PS: dun bother me guys, juz ignore tis post...